This is a poem done by me...and it tells you of painful times, of harsh times, or at least it is to me. This poem is created for reflection...for you to see how similar or how different your life is compared to mine. Maybe you live and maybe you don't.....it all depends on who you are....do YOU know who YOU are?

-Empty-

"I look around my room only to find it empty

bare deserted with me the only exception

its rather dark in here and i'd prefer it that way

seeing tears cascade down my cheeks

makes me just want to wipe them away

but i know its fruitless more will just come

i bet ur wondering why i'm crying

in fact ur wondering how i can even cry

i act happy when i'm around you

i act hyper everywhere i go

i'm so socialable you'd never think to see what's really writhing underneath

i act this way and i act that way

but never acting sad but lyke i said....

its just an act

no one knows this because no one cares

i hate it when the truth whirls around me lyke its doing now

but i got used to it seeing as it whirls aorund my head every waking moment

well i cry because i'm lonely

i cry because no one cares

i cry because no one cares to give me more then just one glance

so why shouldnt i end it all and die rite here

and i guess you're also wondering what's been keeping me ticking till rite here and now

well i guess the watch or clock only goes tic toc

with the hope that there's someone out there

whether to just comfort me or to love me

i dunt care its not lyke it matters

I dunt care because no one cares

i dunt attach myself to you worthless poeple because ur just that....worthless

you can do nothing for me so why should i bother

i don't need friends yet you all still flock to me

why can't you all go away?

why can't you all leave me alone?

why i ask myself and i know the answer

but i cannot accpet it its too painful and i know it because

you all do care but you can't figure it out

you care but i already know there's only one way out

you can say im scared but at least i'm not fooling myself 

so to say, its sayonara forever and goodnight"